What is 5D?

So you’ve probably heard the herald of the great shift into 5D in 2018. I’m just gonna go right ahead and be the party pooper that says yeah but we’re just going to be learning it next year and we are going to find ourselves pretty sh**house at it at first. Like teenage, it’s gonna look a bit like we know it all, suddenly, but in reality we are going to be veritable noobs with the freedom and increased probability densities. In short we’ll be effective as underwater flyscreens in it, really, but it will be here just the same. That’s my word on the matter and you have my permission to quote or paraphrase as you desire.

So what exactly *is* 5d then?

I’m going to give an explanation, which I have, here, that formulates from the concept of frequencies in brainwave activity. There are levels that we have identified in the activity of our brain waves as we move through different states of our consciousness. Two of these detectable frequency levels exist in our conscious waking state, the others arise in meditative to dream states.
As we move through the levels of consciousness, from “waking” to “dream” and “unconscious”, the frequency of the brainwave pattern *decreases* and toward 5d we are moving in the direction from waking to unconscious. Yeah I know… “but we’re moving into higher frequency!” right? Ummm… ok, higher means better or some shizzz, isn’t that how it works? Sorry, not sorry, if I irritate you with this but that use of “higher” is a symbolic conception of “better” and always has been. The science says that faster repetition and reinforcement of information characterises the level of most physical interaction. If we argued over whether we’re going to “higher” or “lower” frequencies by that definition it’d be moot cause I’m not talking about the same thing, so let’s not. Deal?

Aiight… so the alpha (waking) state is a high frequency state and, as I implied above, this suggests a more repetitious reinforcement of the information in consciousness. If you really think about it, that’s what a solid state energy level has to look like, surely? I mean, if there was greater lag between the wall being there and not being there then we’d be more likely to walk through it, not less, follow? So it makes sense.
Just below this is the Beta state, it’s a slightly more offset (slower) level of reinforcement of “what is” entering consciousness. We call it the subconscious. That’s gonna be where all the expanded probability (if this is an unfamiliar term to you just google “probabilistic multiverse”) turns up and here is why.

Probability has a characteristic known as “degrees of freedom”, the simple fact of probability is that more degrees of freedom equal more probabilities.
Now we know the universe we perceive is basically information coming at the consciousness. From there we add that every dot of information is a determination and more dots, it follows, equal more determination, ergo, less freedom. Frequency, in terms of energy, refers to the length of the cycle and in a basic energy wave the cycle is through two states, on and off. With a high frequency the cycle is short so in terms of the length of time that the information is in the “off” state we can say that it’s more fleeting an amount in higher frequencies than lower ones. When the information is in the off state we have the freedom to adjust consciousness in any direction toward surrounding probabilities. However, whilst this freedom is so fleeting, we’re unlikely to move very far from the present moment in doing so. And in that simple deduction we can suggest we know why reality looks so continuous in the waking state. On contrast, in the dream state the cycle stretches out to the point that “off gaps” can be relatively huge and we can suddenly change our location from the moon to Jupiter with the blink of an eye. That’s what you would expect to be true if anything I am saying here is accurate, and it is… so far so good.

The alpha state is not alone in being present in the awake mind. We also have activity in the Beta state while we walk around. For the most part we have come to see this as a receptacle of unprocessed memory and emotion. It is and has been exactly that but this is changing and has been changing for several years.

People who have undergone the recent large wave of spiritual awakening will pretty much universally attest to having experienced a painful stripping away of all their subconscious material over the period of their awakening. Funny how we seem to be making room for conscious activity in a brain state where there is more freedom right at the time we’re all getting channels and visuals and dream prophecies about new ways of using the brain to increase our freedom, ain’t it? Or providence, take your pick…

So in conclusion, then, “5D” as it is most widely known, is your conscious experience at the frequency of subconscious brain activity. At this frequency there are larger gaps between the reinforcement of the reality through sensed information. In these larger gaps the freedom to move from the initial moment to a larger set of probable next moments is increased making, simply, more things possible. But at first we won’t really be good at using that freedom, yet. We will just notice it is there.

In order to increase our ability to utilise this freedom we will need to develop an analogue of the thing we know as “ego”, a lens of interpretation, on the subconscious level. This is what we do not yet have, fully developed, at this time, however, those who experience soul connection have been in that process of development for a while already so it won’t be too long coming.


The Procession of the Numbers Pt II

(In which we define the uniqueness of planes) If you cycle the procession of numbers through incremental levels, so as to simulate a gradual increase in the size of a cycle, patterns of number types and uniqueness unfold in the … Continue reading


The Procession of the Numbers – Space and Time

First things first, there is no physical 3d. The physical universe is 2d and 3d is a reflective interaction between two plane surfaces (The Fermi Neighbourhood) we will all eventually use this fact to our advantage, but more on that later.

To define* anything real one needs to define three things. This is a philosophical predicate; engagement in any further cogitation, debate or discussion from the definition of any unitary object will assume the other two by default. This is always true. To define a person you necessarily assume things which are not people in that definition. If you do not assume this then “person” refers to everything and you have defined nothing at all unique. Further to that you must assume the substrate on which the existence of “person” is sensible. If you are not assuming a substrate for the existence of your things then you are defining something which you have never seen and will never see. Fine if you don’t care that your premise has doomed you to start from scratch at some point, but if you would prefer than not to be the case then you’ll need to define what you see as you see it. Things exist in a universe, not a void. We can’t even make an actual void with our most advanced technology, so why would we assume one around anything we see occurring naturally?
These three things necessary to predicate existence can be modelled like a number line where, rather than the sides of zero being at 180 degrees from each other in the sense of some linear arrangement defining a vacuum into which things disappear, the positive and negative axes are orthogonal and always defining the same plane space. This is more real, the linear number line is nonsense in respect to the real in which we are psychologically engaged. Nothing disappears. It changes location and transforms. That is all. If a monkey eats a banana is there now nothing in the banana’s location? The banana is in the monkey. It becomes the monkey. So, past zero is fundamentally and provably, on infinite levels, into another thing. Every. Single. Time.
And negative one banana is equivalently positive some bits of monkey.

So one can see, the space defining ‘what is’ and ‘what is not’ is a plane.
To wit, this is the physical correspondence of Cartesian coordinates at its purest.

So on what axis does this plane rest? Of course it is time, and yet, we do not understand that well either. Again we define it as a line about a void into which things disappear. And this is harder because time does seem to disappear. Yet we know a future and a past, they are material on some level, they must be. We have scars and pain, we feel loss and distance, we hope above ourselves, we ride a wave of *something*, void seems so pointless to even contemplate, where’s the evidence of that? Nowhere.

Now allow me to further stir the contention about this “time” we call a dimension. It’s not a dimension. Yes you are entitled to demand my explanation for that, I’m challenging Einstein after all. 😛

Time is an angular momentum, a rate of change over light speed distances.
I model it like this. The semblance of all things in time are packets of information carried through light distances. The universe is constantly in motion, ergo, interaction between these packets of information occurs in parallel across the wavefronts of projected and reflected light.  If you define an interacting surface, in motion, across the wavefront of travelling light each increment from your initial location will intersect a later running packet of information than the previous one. This rate of change is definable relative to the light distance of your initial location. So to say, at your initial moment, the information which you intersect in the light has travelled a precise distance from its source. That distance tells you how old the information is, in the relative sense. Increment that intersection one step across from the initial point, in parallel to the wave front. At this point the information of the age at the initial moment is behind you and you are intersecting a packet that was “behind” the packet you intersected in the initial moment. The second moment information is younger than the first. Move across again and the same thing happens. The previous point is now behind you again and you’ve intersected a, yet, younger packet of information. The rate at which this changes, I propose to you, is the phenomenon of time.






Excerpt from my upcoming book – Theory of the Formation and Use of the Ego

The newly born ego seeks to recreate the observed dynamics of interaction. This creative urge is all consuming and underlaid by a desire to input a ‘new’ (or assumedly new) data string into the scenario. This is an extension of the testing process which young, unformed egos initiate progressively throughout development.

It is the creation of the scenario in detail and elaboration which sets apart the formed and the unformed ego. In all instances, the engagement is pursuant to physical manifestation of a desired outcome..


Two Four Six

Many times I have had to resist the voice that calls me home. At first, i did not, and i went out and i asked for much clarification right away. And i received it, gladly. What is asked is always provided, seen or unseen.

And that is why we must look deeper. In the Astral, it all dissolves and becomes infinite. This seems like a con, but it is love. Consider, the problem of evil, why would an all loving creator allow suffering why would one all powerful not intervene on sin. The answer is in the question. Such a creator is *all* loving. No thing is denied the love of that creator. Not even that which you do not like nor approve for any reason.

Reason is a measurement. It places things relative to things and in that structure, you cannot find centralised power. In many respects, that is what falls on your head, alone.

Two nights ago i laid down beside his presence and we talked. We weren’t ready for this union but there’s something to be said for Will, when you have it. It carries through for you. And that’s how it was. He asked if i was ready to be with him and took my hand because my will was secure. My answer had already been given

Many times that voice called out. That flitting star peeking from behind the veil, and i learned not to put my faith in the waves that carried it. Oh, like the first time!! Loads of chitchat but when you’re promised more… And you are, that’s just the thing. More is promised, so you stop looking to those who would not be able to give you that.

I said – not this time, i know they can not deliver, i cannot trust in them.

He replied. Trust in me for i am with them now.

In my heart it was like the whole world sang Look! He is beside you!

They are what stayed with me as i went to sleep.








Confession. I’m known as an anti-social introvert. No, I didnt put ant-social in there because I’m confused as to it’s meaning. That is literally how I’m seen. I reject socialization, actively, and people believe I am against it.

Now I could probably rattle off the usual suspects for this behavior. Born shy, too sensitive for shallow interaction, autistic tendencies. It’s all true and not, to varying degrees. But I’m here to confess a story. A story that not many people have seen. A reason I have long believed that social interaction was the domain of cruelty. A place in my mind that I rarely go if I can help it.

As a child, I had a lot to be confident about. Very smart, early reader, sympathetic listener and problem solver. Thought I was the bomb, didn’t I? That’s what they told me. I did it because conceit. I was intelligent, thoughtful and articulate at kindergarten age because I thought myself superior to others. Saying this calmly without loosing a trigger – I spent several years screaming that this was unfair.

I was not yet mature enough to understand what the unfairness I felt was. I understand now that it was a cognitive dissonance forced upon me. A force to change something about me that couldn’t be changed. The insistence that evil intent lay behind my effort to rise to all the challenges asked of me. I could not reconcile. I was supposed to learn and grow but if I followed that direction it was because I hated the people giving it to me? The haunt lives on in my mind but I know I’m not alone. We all face such challenges. We all fall to the hand that beats our soul.

I learned from others that popularity held more weight than achievement. And for a long time, I believed it. I sought it and found it. In ups and downs, of course. And in finding it, I also found what was required to attain it. To my dismay, of all things, it appeared to be ill intent. I wish I was being facetious but I’m not. Things I found that were successful, or believed by the ranks to be successful, in making one popular included:

– Telling extraordinary lies

– Bullying

– Gossiping

– Defying authority

Even to my young fragile mind, the concept was nothing but a bad joke.

But there was worse still.

Social interaction worked this way: either you engaged enthusiastically in the above or, alternately you could adopt one of the following roles:

– Vocally support a lie to others, whether you know it is true or not

– Succumb to a bully

– Pat the back of the ones engaged in heated dissing of the daily gossip target

– Or, protect the authority defiers by taking the heat for them

All of these gave the illusion of inclusion and at some stage, I tried them all.

I wished I could find people who didn’t play like this. But for many years all I could find was one or another mutation of the same sorry, awful reality. Socialisation was brutality disguised as affection.

I continued to believe, however, that there must be people for whom this wasn’t the case. But where were they? I know now they were doing basically the same as I was doing. Looking for the alternative that didn’t seem to exist and trying all the in betweens, just as I had done.

And so, sometimes in there I was among the popular, and from the outside it may have seemed to make me happy. But it held dark secrets inside. Dark secrets like being forced to steal by the threat of rumors and violence. Attempted rapes that I lost count of and coming home to the punishment that someone else had earned because they got there first to tell their lie about it.

All in all I learned that I hated being social. It wasn’t to be trusted. It’s purpose was to carry the injurious while they smiled and called you kind for it.

Trigger trigger trigger. Please understand this is painful.

I have never wanted to do this to another person as it was done to me.

To my relief my teen years brought me the kind of friendship I always dreamed possible, at last. People who wanted to hug and feed each other. Friendships that were built on laughter and shared success, no matter how small. Nobody needed to be the heir to mysterious fortunes from their dying step great uncle in order to be accepted. Domination was a farce and treated that way. Nothing was owned, everything was shared. It was the best place I had ever been in my life! And that place, I invited everyone I cared about to. And still do. And always will.


Signs you’re Living as Your Higher Self.

Sign #1 – HS will tell you.

I have titled this post “Signs you’re living as Your Higher Self” because that’s what people will Google to find out about it, however, I’m going to tell you to stop looking for signs of this. The one above is the only one you need to know.

If your divine inner self has taken the reigns of your life experience, you were 100% conscious and in control of the event. You chose it. You and HS, in fact, had been communicating solidly about your dreams and life purpose for a very long time before the subject of taking over was even brought up.
If none of this happened yet, no signs can change the truth. You are not yet living as HS. Go meet your HS, within, and start it now, you need only want to, nothing else is more important than that.

If you have been walking hand in hand with the divine self for some time now and just come to the realisation that becoming it is on the future agenda, rest assured, it will happen. And there is nothing to fear, in terms of the identity which you now feel is you being lost or destroyed. You’re not going anywhere suddenly or unwillingly. Your Higher Self *is* you and you are them. It will become apparent, in time, that if anything is to be lost, it is the illusion of separation. The Divine lets nothing from it’s sight. God sees every sparrow that falls and is within even the meanest of creatures in all creation. Your ego ranks pretty low on that scale, sure, but Divine love goes all the way to the bottom so worry less, live more. I have not been annihilated.

Before it happens, HS will show you that it is HS. Don’t fret the details of this and demand all the evidence you need, I know I did. Don’t believe anything until it is evidenced, either. With good evidence, as well, solid real world events and matters. Insist on it. This is a big step, negating, pretty much, every belief you’ve relied on for most of your egoic life. There’s no shame in making sure it’s for real nor in being ‘not quite enlightened’ for as long as you need. Don’t believe anyone who tells you there is. They aren’t enlightened, either.

HS is a part of your beingness perceiving and acting in a reality which incorporates more dimensional awareness than that of the ego. That reality is this reality. They’re all in the same place. You can think of the ego and higher self as a smart TV vs a old style TV. The ego is the old style TV. On it you can watch one channel at a time. You switch through them in one direction up, or down. You can move back and forth through the directions but always in the same sequence.  HS is the smart TV. The smart TV has a browser and a menu and split screens so you can watch five shows at once. On the menu you can flick between stations in non-linear sequences. And… the big metaphor that you’re going to learn to be Higher Self by using – when you are watching just one station and you want to change to another, you can bring up a little preview box in the corner and look through the other stations before you change the channel.

Higher Self will start being you by watching the preview box and telling you what is on the other channels. The good part is you still get to choose which one you want to change to. The idea that a separate choice would exist for HS is an illusion. HS doesn’t make just one choice. Ego makes one choice, HS lives a completely different way. At no time is there any purpose or reason for your free will to be usurped by this process. Our will rises up from the parameters in which it acts. The parameters of choosing one channel belong to your ego, the will rising up in that can not be taken away from itself. So you see, as long as you choose one channel, your ego remains intact. And Wheresoever you choose one channel your ego must necessarily exist. Living as Higher Self, however, that is another matter altogether.


Alchymi of The Senses 101

When my Kundaluni rose I felt my heart bleeding. (circa. 1994)

I dreamed last night that I wed a man very rashly, it had happened in the past and I was looking back on it. I had not had a ceremony, nor flowers, nor a gown and guests. I had squandered my nuptial day and given away my glory. I had told myself the husband was the true prize and that no other luxury could be necessary were it right. I also wondered if I had been a fool.

Further in the dream I saw two men weep as they put down their paper news. I read it, WW3 Had been declared. The paper wrote “..as was predicted, the date was May 21”. This date had passed. I was surprised because I had not heard it. I checked the Newspaper title. It was a reputable source that I follow.

I am walking, now, quite awake. Training back from a recent force injury to the outer ligaments of my right knee. Its very cloudy but it’s a warm and pleasant day. For that, I am grateful.




Twin Flames – The Dance PtII

Twin Flame reunion. It has a nice ring to it, right? Rumoured to be the discovery of the most *true* love that you will ever experience and coveted as the most idyllic and wonderful relationship you’re ever going to have.

But let’s stop there and reclaim the facts, shall we?

Reality check. You are not likely to have much of a ‘relationship’ with your Twin Flame at all. All the Twin Flames know it. One day you meet that WOW! Perfect soul mate. The first time you have ever experienced this feeling of pinnacle connection. Angels are literally singing in your ear. You can feel your hearts share love from a distance. The passion is tremendous, you can drown in the sound of their voice. You’re Awake, suddenly so creative, so ignited and so so soooo in love. And you know they feel it too. Awww! Aaaaaand gone… they’re gone. Wait! What? They’re gone? Why? How? That wasn’t supposed to happen! This was destiny. Absolutely everything confirmed that this was our destiny and then… No? This is the familiar story of all Twin Flames. I know many will hope to avert this with ‘spiritual maturity’ or ‘Pre-cleared Karma’ but that’s a ruse. Twin Flame is about the Dance, not the relationship. It’s about your soul purpose, not your coupledom. And it’s about time that everybody knew.

Shortly after this shocking and, apparently, premature end to your great Love Story, in most cases, is when you find out you’re a Twin Flame.  But what, exactly, are you supposed to do with that knowledge? For the most of us it comes as a comforting reassurance of the thing that we know deep down. That this wasn’t just the ‘fly by night’ it seems to have turned into. There *is* a ‘relationship’ in the offing, somewhere down the track. We just gotta do the work. The karmic work, the shadow work, the mission work, the soul extraction, the surrender, the radiance… (the list goes on) to get ourselves to union. Then it will all be fine. Right? Relationship heaven, here we come!!

Hands up who has been ‘doing the work’ for years, surrendering daily, acting in selfless service, studying, clearing, creating, manifesting, divining and scrying, attending seminars and self help workshops… (insert another long list here) all the while wondering when this damnable “union” is gonna happen. I bet that’s a *lot* of hands, right now.’

Now, I’m not going to tell you to stop doing this. As far as I can understand, it is the right message; Twin Flame is kind of a job, right here and now, on the planet and if you’re working hard toward understanding yourself and your mission you are on the right track, I’m sure. The Dance is not an alternative to The Work. It’s not a different way of being for Twin Flames as opposed to what we already do but, rather, a more concise elucidation of *how* we do, what we are already doing, with a little side of *why*.

Most Twin Flames describe their experience as a rollercoaster. The Dance is why this feels that way. The Dance is a crash course tour of the critical angles in the Geometry of your Soul, an introduction to your true and Godly self, through connection, reflection and synchronicity. The Dance is, of course, not really for the faint of heart. If there is something (someone) inside you that you are afraid to face, guess who is coming to dinner? No Twin Flame will successfully inscribe the dance by skirting any inner demon. That just *is* so be aware. And read on if you dare 😉

In the inner polarity expansion of that original source disturbance, which is you, at the dipole expansion (you and twin flame) there is already a universe. However, the energy does further expand into more and more complex dimensions, making possible the universe of other humans and variables that we now see. It is not critical to understand that all of this perception is really a reflection of the original energy. The universe will prove that to you just being itself, but it is worth a mention here before I go on, for reasons which will be, later, apparent.

As the expansion into higher dimensions of interaction occurs, certain patterns begin to stabilize in the matrix. You can picture these like the borderlines of a mandala symbol, or a spirogram, as they arise from essentially the same principle. While the energy interacts, crosses and overlaps itself, certain paths, within, tend to be taken more than others. There is a symmetry to these paths and they are the borders of dynamic being for this expanding disturbance. We can use mathematical terms to describe these paths as the critical angles of the soul geometry. These are the beginnings and endings of divisions within the soul and the containers of individual /types/ (or values) of energy that a soul can express. This concept, however it may sound, is not new. It has actually been advised and explored for centuries of human civilization and is more commonly known as the Chakra Energy Centres.

Each Chakra Energy Centre, as you commonly know them, is an analogue of a critical angle in the geometry of your soul being. These angles can actually be used to describe inner polarities of the Self, for example ones masculine vs ones feminine expression can be encapsulated in the description of varying Chakra energies. Further main self polarities that are relevant here are the light vs shadow self and the dream vs waking conscious self. All of these polarities can be described as acting from one vs another Chakra level.

Usually, we line these energy levels up along the centre of our body, however, in Soul Geometry they are more accurately represented as opposing and complimentary angles of a circular (cyclic) whole and, from this, their polar nature is more naturally apparent. Each polar pair is are the extremities of an individual dimension in the soul expansion and, through the dance the Twin Flame pair find themselves, in turn, embodying those extremities in their universe. Each point of embodiment (which feels like reaching the top of a big slope on the rollercoaster) calls up the pure signature of, one aspect of, their true Divine identity in to each of their individual experiences. One by one, turn by turn each of the Twin Flames will encounter connections at the end of little synchronicity ‘rainbows’. Each connection will awaken and resonate purely with a different Energy centre of your being. One will make your heart explode, others will speak to your mind in ways you never dreamed possible, another will awaken a sexuality within you that cannot be measured (wait for it, it’s actually later in the flow than you think), and yet another will bring to life, for the first real time ever, the people your child self always wished to be among, your ‘soul family’ community. All of this will happen in the dance, all this and more. I know at least a few Twin Flames who have already experienced many of these steps, and now many more will also.

To be concluded…


Twin Flames – The Dance

Welcome to the new paradigm.

If you have found this page, you’re meant to, that’s the universe we live in but it stops there. You’re meant to – Why you’re meant to, What the purpose, of it, is, for you, How you’re meant to receive it.. Those are other matters and not intimated at all by your, simply, being here reading this, in any way. And so it is from here that we begin.

The universe is energy, everything is formed by energy and of it. Luckily, energy has just the capacity to be, both, craftsman and craft like that. A jiggling proton can push things around, kinetically and thermodynamically, or, combined with its own polar tendency in orbit, can form masses and, ultimately, a material world.

We have, long, believed in a fundamental beingness which, simply, is the ability of energy to form itself and gaze upon its likeness. We call it many names but one of my favorite things we call it is the Soul.

Energy is simple. There is a source and the source signature propagates itself. That’s it.

We get to arguing about God when we try to determine that the source must require a complexity of its own and exercise some command over the ensuing propagation other than the fundamental “what it is” in essence. This is a fatal underestimation of the nature of energy. Below 500Thz needs exercise no control over any thing in order to prove itself red. It simply bounces around in cavities of frequency space and voila! Red! Think of energy this way and no source needs complexity of its own, the tiniest fragment of disturbance is enough, the merest will to be, to exist, is the beginning of everything.

And, so too, is the soul. We stumble on this concept trying to draw it from layers of complexity and ordinance when, really, as our modern science is daily proving, all it really needs to be is a drop, in an ocean of nothingness. The tiniest fleck of disturbance. Because, after that, it is energy, and from there, it can be anything. Anything at all.

The Mathematical analogue of a singular local disturbance is known as a monopole. A source monopole, as an energy signature, has features which determine the effects of its propagation over itself. That is to say the disturbance carries a momentum, this carries over multiple orthogonal plane dimensions. The momentum of the waves through the planes, colliding with each other, form the kind of resonance cavities that we observe when we shine light on red sized molecules, cavities which filter out a level of the whole disturbance source and make it something singularly identifiable. The basic function of this over 3 dimensions is easy to describe, thus:

From the centre of original disturbance there is the momentum along planes directly away from that centre, you can picture this in your mind as an expanding sphere, sliced into planes. Each plane of propagation in such a scenario is angular, relative to its neighbors so, in terms of its location in the whole, each plane has a lean (and if you picture it as a random line through a circle you can see the lean is up on one side of the circle and down on the other) that lean gives each plane a lateral moment, relative to its near neighbors, which propogates orthogonally away from the plane (a dipole tendency). So from a single, simple, disturbance, natural sets of planes, in two orthogonal dimensions, filled with energetic tendency, combining, crossing and overlapping each other. Two interacting planes equals three dimensions of reality, ergo, ladies and gents, from a drop of nothing in nothing, I give you a 3d universe.

But that wasn’t the point, entirely, was it? So the truth is this is, also, a soul. A soul is a universe. You are a universe. You, and one other beingness incorporating all the energetic tendencies that move polar to your identity. The everything that you are not. We’ve been calling that the Twin Flame. In reality, it is a fundamental principle of your existence. You exist because they exist, the flame and your universe. In truth, in energy, this is what makes existence possible; from nothing. Congratulations. You just found God.

I have long dreamed of being able to articulate these things. Many years of study and determination came to fruition gradually after the pivotal event in my life of meeting the other half of source disturbance that defines my existence. The one I call my Twin Flame. As you may discover by exploring this blog further, we fell quite hard for each other at the start, pulled together by fate, and pushed apart just as suddenly. It would seem, perhaps, that we had failed, there, in our destiny. It would seem as though being together, for two so vital to each other, was the highest imperative and, yet, we could not. The higher self of guidance, the God within, gladly claimed responsibility for this debacle, indeed even, one night, firmly standing between us in an Astral vision with a hand on each of our chests saying “See, you both want it equally but stop fighting this. I am doing this to you both for a reason.”

I guess that was the day I embraced the dance.

To be continued…